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Gabriel Pang
- All Bout The MAN...
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An insatiable beast...
A compassionate sadist...
A generous miser...
A perverted angel...
An upright devil...
Famous Quote
If people are good
only because they fear punishment,
and hope for reward,
then we are a sorry lot indeed.
---Einstein
my poetry - http://poeticpandemonium.blogspot.com
my writers blog - http://watanabekaninabe.blogspot.com
Dragonball After GT, ,my own story - DragonballNexGen.blogspot.com
Wishes
- Global widespread use of biodiesel & other alternative fuels
- UN hits its millenia goals
- Prosperity & peace in Middle East & Africa
- Peace within & without
Aspirations
Freelance webdesigner (ALMOST DONE BUT EVEN BETTER! READ AS NET-TREPREUNER!)
- Freelance salsaroe instructer(2 year goal by 2008)
- Volunteer for Africa's aid
- Volunteer for Green Volunteers
- Hit that elusive note - i must b real tenor!!!
Material Wish List
- Get e 12 Kobuki Comics
- Get a PDA Phone
Get a DigiCam
- Get a DVD writer
- Get a New Hard disk
- Get a Dog
Get more RAM n various upgrades
- Get another computer
- Get a Dog
- Get a Chinchilla
- Get a lappy(computer not the dog)
- Get a TOYOTA PRIUS
- Get a Mazda RX-8
- Get a Daimler Chrysler Grand Voyager
- Get a new blind for the balcony
- Get a makeover for my house
- Get some more pants(i've put on 1.5 inch 2 my waist n 8kg)
- Earn lots when I start my business
Personal Wish List
- Get a Degree
- Get a gf
- Get another gf! (kidding)
- Get 6 pack
- Get a tan
- Get a home business of 5-6 digit figure income monthly
Bookworm List
- Read the Dune chronicles
- Read the Foundation chronicles
- Read the Robot chronicles
- Read the Narnia chronicles
- Read the all of Gabriel Garcia Marquez
- Read the Dragons of Pern chronicles
- Read the Ninja chronicles
- Read the National Georg monthly
- Read Tony Buzan
Archive
Monday, November 21, 2005
troubled mind... i'm kinda disheartened nowadays... i'm not delussional... or disillusioned... but i tik abt my life n its shiat in those times i was... n i feel down... how does one forgives emselves abt certain things? or forget those utterly embarressing moments? u feel lik a fool or a jerk/bastard/amoral animal... I'm treading this thin line... i hope i don't fall over 2 e wrong side. i thank God i stil hav certain values n principles permanently installed in my being. but how do u correct e past??? U can't!... i tik abt e fact i'm goin 2 successfull n someone digs up bad memories or when u accidentally mention e past shiat u done but have not told ur loved ones. would it b a lie 2 not mention such stuff or always denying em when thing r fresh?
or do i hav 2 crossover 2 feel forgiven n happy?
i'm tryin my best to adopt a "flexible yet upright" attitude like Shui Tung Long in that TVB hong kong series.
Winston Churchhill let Liverpool get bombarded 2 protect the fact that they've deciphered the german comms codes.
But Lord always teaches us 2 find the lost sheep regardless of the rest... i always tot abt tat part or kinda scripture that get my mind's tendrillic thoughts in knots. it's very oxymoronic... wat does He mean?
4:14 PM