Sunday, September 11, 2005
Thinking about a pickup line...or mayb, just words of flattery 2 use if i hav a gf
"You're quite literally, an epitome of a walking euphemism."
i personally do NOT expect a future gf 2 possess
"beer mugs", "hour glasses", "porcelein" features
"equal gradient" etc etc
but someone who'd make me believe that what she possesses surpasses such as I've stated above. NV-THE-LESS! such of which, if they do come, would be MORE than welcomed.
*wicked laugh* HAAAAAA-AH-AH-AH-AH-AH-AH....
*big sigh*
sometimes i wish i speak as well as i write.
Looks like everybody's possesses their own inner nemesis or contradictory quality.
when i was 16/17
i had this email pen pal spree
went to excite/yahoo classifieds for penpals
and got some international ones
all replied n seemed, well to me at least, a little interesting
but the greatest single fascinating reply to my initial attempt at
ice-breaking, was from Christina Hung from Long Island NY.
Quite the contrary was her response.
She gave me an extremely prolonged email bashing of such eloquence, I had a really vulger and perverted response. IOW, i was VERY turned on. Her command of both the english language and her utter ability to seize a man by his loins thru such, actually gave her quite the contrary response as i did.
I wrote back an apology that was more than on the edge of my very limited vocabulary as compared to one such as herself.
To cut a long story, i had her icq and her actual home address that began
a long distance thing lasting about 2-3 years
of course, the "more than platonic" period was broken up with the coming of
a real life person in my life back then.
but the time when it became less than platonic and the resultant nought was pretty sad.
I replied pretty quickly when she writes. She takes 2 months. She was the usual workaholic and studyholic who gets mad when she's not in the 1% percentile of the entire US academic year. So I didn't really blame her. But e diff is she nv NOT replies. Soon i got bored and i soon matched her "FedEx punctuality" which soon stretched to bi annual periods and til i stopped entirely.
Looking back, i was becoming more and more unlike the person she knew me in the beginning and I gladly told her so but her insistence that it doesn't matter greatly affected me. I was in the beginning of that correspondence, very articulate and had dreams of becoming a writer and loved Macbeth n other books. But soon it became, aikido, then salsa, then latin n blah blah blah.. u noe the rest. It wasn't her fault but her ability to accept my fickleness which I always didn't was making me less want to return her reply. She was constantly on her goal. She wanted to be a brain surgeon so she studied and helped out as medic and has St Johns(or its american equivalent). Her focus was there. I was like the philandering insatiable husband. I was so curious about life i became a jack's jack of all trades. Very much master of none.
I don't think I have 2 explain about my time in aikido/salsa/latin dance.
But I tik I have a lil more focus now
Once I have money, salsa here i come!
but for now,
work hard when i get my posting,
and freelance html n other stuff AMAP!