Monday, April 25, 2005
i'm tryin 2 find inspiration now...
i wana write some story but
as easily as it slides in my mind
it slithers out.
hmmm....
anyway here's some inspirational stuf frm 7 habits of Eff Mongrels 2 help me lift my moods
(cos i got 2 constantly remind myself nothing fazes e individual unless he lets it, so in theory, moods n emotions r outta e equation.)
I am the force
I am the captain of my life
I can choose my attitude
I am responsible for my own happiness or sadness
I am the driver in the vehicle of my life and my destiny, not a passenger.
i'll have bring my outdated planner back wif me wherever i go.
i've been outta touch wif myself that's y i've been outta touch wif ppl aroun me.
inside-out remedy
i can do it.
i must learn 2 say "NO" 2 things i noe is not helping me
less games
less procrastination
i'm now undergoing a transformation very slowly
it's lik quitting cigs kinda thing
a hidden cold turkey
wat i did today was a huge relief
there was some paper work tat i tried 2 cover up but made a mess of
it was a few days old thus weightin on my heart
i asked my RP frens 4 advice n e older lao jiao jus said it's my prob
practical words but does it solve e prob?
it my fault so i da?
the new guy told me 2 jus tell RSM
n get scoldin is better than MSD charge me
RSM saw it
help me cancel n counter sign
wif nothing more
I was shocked!
i did wat i had 2 do n brace myself 4 it
this lil act made me feel tat i should b more responsible when it comes 2 this
n also taught me not 2 try 2 hard 2 cover a pit tat's as deep as n abyss.
it someone makes a mistake in e book tat can't b covered up
inform RSM
plain simple
moral of e story
honesty is e best policy
i'm slowly but surely gettin my "zai" self back
i noe i can
yes yes
no doubt i should clean my room
blah blah
but i'm already doin a lot of things 2 clean up my act
baby steps
patience is key
signing out
AngelRenegabe