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Friday, April 22, 2005

I WILL NOT WEAR N OBIANG T-SHIRT N JEANS TO TOWN 4 MY MUM'S BD DINNER THAT I ORGANISE WITH NO MONEY EXPECTING 2 DRAW MONEY FRM E ATM N EAT IN A NORMAL KOPITIAM WHEN INSTEAD MY MUM BROUGHT US 2 SILKROAD N , N I WILL NOT B CAUGHT TIKIN OF "SIGNING" WITHOUT MY WALLET WHICH HAS MY DEBIT CARD.
I WILL NOT WEAR N OBIANG T-SHIRT N JEANS TO TOWN 4 MY MUM'S BD DINNER THAT I ORGANISE WITH NO MONEY EXPECTING 2 DRAW MONEY FRM E ATM N EAT IN A NORMAL KOPITIAM WHEN INSTEAD MY MUM BROUGHT US 2 SILKROAD N , N I WILL NOT B CAUGHT TIKIN OF "SIGNING" WITHOUT MY WALLET WHICH HAS MY DEBIT CARD.
I WILL NOT WEAR N OBIANG T-SHIRT N JEANS TO TOWN 4 MY MUM'S BD DINNER THAT I ORGANISE WITH NO MONEY EXPECTING 2 DRAW MONEY FRM E ATM N EAT IN A NORMAL KOPITIAM WHEN INSTEAD MY MUM BROUGHT US 2 SILKROAD N , N I WILL NOT B CAUGHT TIKIN OF "SIGNING" WITHOUT MY WALLET WHICH HAS MY DEBIT CARD.
(REPEATLY INFINITELY)
lol~~~
looks lik i've taken my idealism 2 a max man!
or mayb i wass jus lazy 2 care abt my appearance
then again i probably conditioned myself 2 n extreme lvl of
not caring abt the surface abit 2 much...
...
ok ok it was n excuse! i rushed out of e house
but i do admit i wanted a low-key affair
but i really felt outta place n actually happy i don't lead a posh life
i pity e ppl who hav 2 care abt his mannerism, appearance etc every min of
his life due 2 e "first impressions count" theorem
these kinda things result frm e "personality syndrome" era that comes frm most books
dealing with self-help frm e late 1800s til this present age.
e older books frm ancient times always deal with the inner self which is the right way of self-correction.
basically i tik human society is goin thru a phase of self-denial.
forget ur roots, forget urself, forget responsibilities, forget morality(note i did not use e word religion cos i personally feel it's a VERY human made creation), etc etc

ok ok i'll cut e "mightier than thou" attitude
i myself need 2 change my many bad habits...
procrastination is high on that list i'm afraid.

n despite my condemnation of the superficiality as mentioned above
i'm still goin 2 buy meself a new pair of specs, contacts 4 occasions only,
n some other stuff...
sad 2 say... i AM living in such a world now...
sigh...

anyway,
i persoanlly feel i only lack, adversely so, on social quotient n mayb quite a lot as well
on the adversity quotient.
my intelligence n character r not flawed(well mayb i'm not as "clean" as i wana b but i gotta forget e past n walk on man!)

AngstRenegabe