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Gabriel Pang
- All Bout The MAN...
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An insatiable beast...
A compassionate sadist...
A generous miser...
A perverted angel...
An upright devil...
Famous Quote
If people are good
only because they fear punishment,
and hope for reward,
then we are a sorry lot indeed.
---Einstein
my poetry - http://poeticpandemonium.blogspot.com
my writers blog - http://watanabekaninabe.blogspot.com
Dragonball After GT, ,my own story - DragonballNexGen.blogspot.com
Wishes
- Global widespread use of biodiesel & other alternative fuels
- UN hits its millenia goals
- Prosperity & peace in Middle East & Africa
- Peace within & without
Aspirations
Freelance webdesigner (ALMOST DONE BUT EVEN BETTER! READ AS NET-TREPREUNER!)- Freelance salsaroe instructer(2 year goal by 2008)
- Volunteer for Africa's aid
- Volunteer for Green Volunteers
- Hit that elusive note - i must b real tenor!!!
Material Wish List
- Get e 12 Kobuki Comics
- Get a PDA Phone
Get a DigiCam- Get a DVD writer
- Get a New Hard disk
- Get a Dog
Get more RAM n various upgrades - Get another computer
- Get a Dog
- Get a Chinchilla
- Get a lappy(computer not the dog)
- Get a TOYOTA PRIUS
- Get a Mazda RX-8
- Get a Daimler Chrysler Grand Voyager
- Get a new blind for the balcony
- Get a makeover for my house
- Get some more pants(i've put on 1.5 inch 2 my waist n 8kg)
- Earn lots when I start my business
Personal Wish List
- Get a Degree
- Get a gf
- Get another gf! (kidding)
- Get 6 pack
- Get a tan
- Get a home business of 5-6 digit figure income monthly
Bookworm List
- Read the Dune chronicles
- Read the Foundation chronicles
- Read the Robot chronicles
- Read the Narnia chronicles
- Read the all of Gabriel Garcia Marquez
- Read the Dragons of Pern chronicles
- Read the Ninja chronicles
- Read the National Georg monthly
- Read Tony Buzan
Archive
Saturday, October 02, 2004
a lil more "human" blog... considering my other blogs have very characteristically and purposely inclined to the more "alien" uncomprehensible sort...
WHAT I'M UP TO LATELY:
- html basic
- complainin abt my RP colleague...
- typin ppt
- tiking abt doin but haven't gotten dwn 2 playin my sax..
- this blogging shAit..
- BG2
- downloading .torrent files but not downloadin the them
- readin a lil MAYA
- stil tryin 2 learn spanish n trying 2 brush up my chinese
- nuts abt Gundam n Yu-Gi Oh
- takin a new interests in cars particularly World Rally cars
no wonder my sis says i'm fickle...
thank God i'm not fickle when it comes 2 women!
a note abt my very selective schizophrenia tendencies... PART 1
Promising... Saying... thinking and planing...
never doing...
i find myself very hypocritical...
i've been giving advice i don't take...
scolding people abt their doings but ain't doing craps about living up to
my end of the bargain...
very annoyingly self-righteous and BIG on talk abt how one should
be intending and well-meaning when i'm not tiking about how my actions can
be affecting others...
i must change...
but i'll take my time...
life's a journey...
but it can be frustrating lor...
i can be very hardworking, organised and disciplined when at camp or (tho less often) choir..
but once i step home...
i chuck my bag aside and turn on the computer... my laundry is waiting in the toilet...
my bed sheet's been unwashed for years...
my sis says i'm fickle-minded...
she's right...
i severely lack focus...
very NATO...
note on ticklish heartstrings...
the signs are there
or so i thought
it's like a dare
it's something i fought
alas!
like a timid child
i remain indecisive and held back
afraid
of some things i lack
and being a lame jack
a step in the water
too cold
i withdraw and shudder
but why is this so?
vaguely reciprocal
we danced around words
you held me on a lasso
yet even without confabulations
you had me at hello
fascinations
i had of you in my mind so mellow
when "yes" seemed the likely reply
i always knew it was a lie
you seemed so responsive
henceforth a sudden sneeze
and up you were in a cloud of dust
but seeketh ye i must
else, i rust
time i know
you do not own
but tell me please
do i even come close?
for you are all that is
in my bosom thy apparition rest
i wish i could caress ye chest
not perversely so
for that's so low
but as the man of ye dreams
please show me the means
to win your heart
and your side, i'll never depart
show me a sign
then i'll know if you'll be mine
not to own
but to put you on a throne
what be ye bidding
Madam
i'm not kidding
11:50 PM
